Quarantine

Well this whole situation with the COVID19 things is really getting out of control, people going crazy buying items that don’t even make sense, people fighting over stupid things, schools closing, retail stores and pretty much everything in this world for 2+ weeks. This honestly doesn’t bother me, because I’m pretty much at home basically always... but trying to do what my therapist said about taking my hour me time, trying to have intimacy (communication), with someone that really just thinks about his time it’s impossible, we did go to our first marriage counseling and the therapist is going to work with us, and I am anxious to finally open each other’s books and read what the f*** is going on that we can co-parent decent and be almost friend like when we are apart but can’t barely be in the same 4 walls when we are together. Not only are we are all quarantined but I feel stuck with someone that thinks about himself first, second, then us. It’s going to be forever for me, specially not knowing if our Therapist will be able to see us with everything going on. swear he triggers more shit inside me than the damn coronavirus.